Post by Hatura on Oct 1, 2013 20:40:19 GMT -5
This wasn't supposed to happen.
That was all Hatura could think of as she sprinted blindly in the back alleys risking only short glances behind her each time expecting hundreds of guards to come to around the corner chasing her, throwing spears and letting out calls like she was some animal in a twisted hunting game...none ever came.
She turned one final corner before finding a small recess in a wall and slamming her back against the wall huffing and panting in an attempt to get her breath back "Not good..." she breathed out while sliding her back against the wall before finally sitting down, the cold night wall sent chills up her sensitive spine though they were hardly registered as her brain was concerned with much more important things 'you killed a man' her conscious spoke to her with a voice that dripped with its own guilty venom, each word was like a thousand tiny pinpricks at once that sent a horrid chill through her as her hands clasped at her own head in a vain attempt to silence it;
'You didn't kill just any man, you killed a guard' her hands began clasping clumps of her matted down hair 'that's a major offense isn't it? That man probably had a family to care for...his house key says so...don't you think so?' Hatura's hands brought up the key on impulse; the key was securely tied around a large bag holding what seemed to be the guard's salary;
the voice spoke again 'you want to know what the worse part of it is?' tears were starting to form up in her eyes now and only now did she realize that she had been muttering to herself this whole time almost pleading with it to stop 'you want to know? Do you really, reeeaally want to know~?' Hatura's breathing was picking up pace again, 'the truth is...you liked it' Hatura's eyes widened as she looked down to her hands stained with the guards blood, how was this much blood on her hands? He was stabbed with his own blade sure, but this much blood? It was still liquid and dripping off her hand, that should be impossible, with how much she ran the air would have dried it out by now.
Hatura calmed herself down deciding to have a mature take on things and think rationally as she gazed at the blood, but the more Hatura stared into the crimson fluid the more mesmerized she became with it the color matched her hair almost perfectly like her hair had been dyed in it before, would her hands eventually turn the same color, Forever imprinting her deed on her body like a tattoo for all to see? Finally breaking the trance she had been captured in Hatura thought for a good long moment wondering what her next course of action would be ‘Do it again’ Hatura cocked her head this 'voice' it wasn't the self-loathing voice that should be her guilty conscious, in fact it never was to begin with,‘look how much you accomplished, with such a simple act too’ those previous pin-pricks of guilt turned into a perverse feeling of pleasure, the voice was right…no ‘the voice’ wasn't what it was, since it was her own voice inside her head.
Holed away in a concave part of a wall Hatura pondered on her feelings of recent events, they should disgust her, they were wrong, a crime, she killed a man in cold blood, yet it didn't bother her, in fact it excited her more than anything the way the man crumpled to the ground as his blood poured from his wound the fire of life fading from his eyes as he stared at her in a mix of horror and anger before his life ended ‘not only was that exciting and fun to watch’ she thought to herself “I stole his life, and his possessions” she was so enraptured by her thoughts she was longer aware that she had started talking to herself “I’m no longer homeless, killing that man brought me out of that damned life!” Hatura stood up in excitement “I wonder how else I could have killed him? And why didn't I listen to my own voice sooner? It feels right, like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders”.
Exiting her hiding place Hatura took a final look at her hands, the left one was somewhat dry now but the right one, through it seemed to be a mix of sweat and blood, it still dripped, she decided she liked it that way though and began walking down the alley examining the key in her left hand trying determine where the lock it was designed to fit was, If she couldn't figure it out she would just have ‘persuade’ the information out of someone and then perhaps she even see what other fun things she could do before taking their gold for herself, if she kept this up she could afford all sorts of things for her new home,the thought alone made her giddy; best of all though? The guards would never suspect a thing; first off, would they suspect a homeless looking girl? Of course not! Especially not one with a home to hide out in if they did suspect her.
Hatura continued walking with an ever widening grin upon her face, she couldn't wait any longer, she began looking around for either her new home or someone who might have some information of where it was.
That was all Hatura could think of as she sprinted blindly in the back alleys risking only short glances behind her each time expecting hundreds of guards to come to around the corner chasing her, throwing spears and letting out calls like she was some animal in a twisted hunting game...none ever came.
She turned one final corner before finding a small recess in a wall and slamming her back against the wall huffing and panting in an attempt to get her breath back "Not good..." she breathed out while sliding her back against the wall before finally sitting down, the cold night wall sent chills up her sensitive spine though they were hardly registered as her brain was concerned with much more important things 'you killed a man' her conscious spoke to her with a voice that dripped with its own guilty venom, each word was like a thousand tiny pinpricks at once that sent a horrid chill through her as her hands clasped at her own head in a vain attempt to silence it;
'You didn't kill just any man, you killed a guard' her hands began clasping clumps of her matted down hair 'that's a major offense isn't it? That man probably had a family to care for...his house key says so...don't you think so?' Hatura's hands brought up the key on impulse; the key was securely tied around a large bag holding what seemed to be the guard's salary;
the voice spoke again 'you want to know what the worse part of it is?' tears were starting to form up in her eyes now and only now did she realize that she had been muttering to herself this whole time almost pleading with it to stop 'you want to know? Do you really, reeeaally want to know~?' Hatura's breathing was picking up pace again, 'the truth is...you liked it' Hatura's eyes widened as she looked down to her hands stained with the guards blood, how was this much blood on her hands? He was stabbed with his own blade sure, but this much blood? It was still liquid and dripping off her hand, that should be impossible, with how much she ran the air would have dried it out by now.
Hatura calmed herself down deciding to have a mature take on things and think rationally as she gazed at the blood, but the more Hatura stared into the crimson fluid the more mesmerized she became with it the color matched her hair almost perfectly like her hair had been dyed in it before, would her hands eventually turn the same color, Forever imprinting her deed on her body like a tattoo for all to see? Finally breaking the trance she had been captured in Hatura thought for a good long moment wondering what her next course of action would be ‘Do it again’ Hatura cocked her head this 'voice' it wasn't the self-loathing voice that should be her guilty conscious, in fact it never was to begin with,‘look how much you accomplished, with such a simple act too’ those previous pin-pricks of guilt turned into a perverse feeling of pleasure, the voice was right…no ‘the voice’ wasn't what it was, since it was her own voice inside her head.
Holed away in a concave part of a wall Hatura pondered on her feelings of recent events, they should disgust her, they were wrong, a crime, she killed a man in cold blood, yet it didn't bother her, in fact it excited her more than anything the way the man crumpled to the ground as his blood poured from his wound the fire of life fading from his eyes as he stared at her in a mix of horror and anger before his life ended ‘not only was that exciting and fun to watch’ she thought to herself “I stole his life, and his possessions” she was so enraptured by her thoughts she was longer aware that she had started talking to herself “I’m no longer homeless, killing that man brought me out of that damned life!” Hatura stood up in excitement “I wonder how else I could have killed him? And why didn't I listen to my own voice sooner? It feels right, like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders”.
Exiting her hiding place Hatura took a final look at her hands, the left one was somewhat dry now but the right one, through it seemed to be a mix of sweat and blood, it still dripped, she decided she liked it that way though and began walking down the alley examining the key in her left hand trying determine where the lock it was designed to fit was, If she couldn't figure it out she would just have ‘persuade’ the information out of someone and then perhaps she even see what other fun things she could do before taking their gold for herself, if she kept this up she could afford all sorts of things for her new home,the thought alone made her giddy; best of all though? The guards would never suspect a thing; first off, would they suspect a homeless looking girl? Of course not! Especially not one with a home to hide out in if they did suspect her.
Hatura continued walking with an ever widening grin upon her face, she couldn't wait any longer, she began looking around for either her new home or someone who might have some information of where it was.