Post by Veranda Kingsford on May 9, 2013 20:49:17 GMT -5
Veranda looked up at the sky as Coriander seemed to take a brief moment to collect his thoughts. She took in the stars, staring at their brightness in such a dark place. They truly were her favorite thing to look at. She had briefly wondered if she could give up life in the sun for life in the shadows, she enjoyed the warmth of the sun. But she enjoyed the stars more. Besides, Julien hid in the shadows. Veranda had an attachment to him, and nothing else, aside from her human weaknesses. If Julien left the light, so would she. She didn’t like to sound like such a follower, but the light was mostly an illusion anyways. Evil didn’t hide from the light, it simply wore a mask. She’d follow Julien into the shadows because she would be able to see evil’s true face.
She turned her gaze to Coriander as he began to explain to her the beginnings of his vampire life. He mentioned the slaves that cut out his wife’s heart. Veranda glanced at the dead man behind her, also lacking a heart of his own. She tried to picture Cori with a woman at his side, someone to love and cherish, and share everything with, from secrets to passion. She wondered if Cori had this with his wife, and also wondered what the woman was like, having a bond with Cori like that. She glanced at her own hand momentarily, envisioning a ring on her ring finger, and Julien’s face rose in her mind. She quickly dismissed both images, going so far as to gently shake her hand, as if flicking the ring off. The idea was laughable, and she had other concerns at present. Getting her alcoholism under control was one, something she didn’t foresee following her into vampirism. Destroying her weak side was another. It was dragging her down. Making her a liability to those she was close to rather than an asset.
Thankfully Cori redirected her thoughts as he began walking away. She followed, giving her work a final glance before regarding Coriander again. He went on to explain the disappearance of his sire, and his eventual lock up of centuries as punishment for doing precisely what Veranda had done not long ago. Veranda pictured herself locked away in darkness for what she did, and the idea made her shiver. That Cori came out of it was amazing to her. She gave him no pity though. No pity for what he had been through. He didn’t pity it, and besides, he wouldn’t show her any should their places be reversed. If she described her rape to him he’d simply gaze blankly at her. His emotionless nature was refreshing from her own turmoil though. All her life she’d been an emotional wreck, and she didn’t want that for eternity.
“Did you kill the vampire who locked you up after you were freed?” She asked curiously, wondering about his fate. He’d have been the first to fall under Cori’s power, and the thought of it affecting a vampire for the first time was fascinating.
She grew quiet though as he spoke of fear, and she looked down at the ground, her eyes half closed in thought. One hand wrapped about her waist, the other lifted gently to her face, twirling a lock of her hair. The fact that this hand was soaked in blood was forgotten. To be immortal wasn’t enough. To be immortal with a legacy though, a legacy you can watch grow, or crumble. That was exciting. She looked to the elder as he placed a hand on her shoulder. He spoke of being the darkness, of being the reminder to humans how fragile they were. She thought this over as he removed his hand, and she recalled her childhood a moment before smiling and following after Cori.
“You have quite the road ahead of you. Humans are reminded everyday how fragile they are. You’ll have to compete with other humans, disease, and fate. They’re quite resilient in the mind that they still continue to wake and go about their day even with the odds against them. Especially the little ones.” She remarked, kicking at a stone absently. “You have a lot of work ahead of you.”
She turned her gaze to Coriander as he began to explain to her the beginnings of his vampire life. He mentioned the slaves that cut out his wife’s heart. Veranda glanced at the dead man behind her, also lacking a heart of his own. She tried to picture Cori with a woman at his side, someone to love and cherish, and share everything with, from secrets to passion. She wondered if Cori had this with his wife, and also wondered what the woman was like, having a bond with Cori like that. She glanced at her own hand momentarily, envisioning a ring on her ring finger, and Julien’s face rose in her mind. She quickly dismissed both images, going so far as to gently shake her hand, as if flicking the ring off. The idea was laughable, and she had other concerns at present. Getting her alcoholism under control was one, something she didn’t foresee following her into vampirism. Destroying her weak side was another. It was dragging her down. Making her a liability to those she was close to rather than an asset.
Thankfully Cori redirected her thoughts as he began walking away. She followed, giving her work a final glance before regarding Coriander again. He went on to explain the disappearance of his sire, and his eventual lock up of centuries as punishment for doing precisely what Veranda had done not long ago. Veranda pictured herself locked away in darkness for what she did, and the idea made her shiver. That Cori came out of it was amazing to her. She gave him no pity though. No pity for what he had been through. He didn’t pity it, and besides, he wouldn’t show her any should their places be reversed. If she described her rape to him he’d simply gaze blankly at her. His emotionless nature was refreshing from her own turmoil though. All her life she’d been an emotional wreck, and she didn’t want that for eternity.
“Did you kill the vampire who locked you up after you were freed?” She asked curiously, wondering about his fate. He’d have been the first to fall under Cori’s power, and the thought of it affecting a vampire for the first time was fascinating.
She grew quiet though as he spoke of fear, and she looked down at the ground, her eyes half closed in thought. One hand wrapped about her waist, the other lifted gently to her face, twirling a lock of her hair. The fact that this hand was soaked in blood was forgotten. To be immortal wasn’t enough. To be immortal with a legacy though, a legacy you can watch grow, or crumble. That was exciting. She looked to the elder as he placed a hand on her shoulder. He spoke of being the darkness, of being the reminder to humans how fragile they were. She thought this over as he removed his hand, and she recalled her childhood a moment before smiling and following after Cori.
“You have quite the road ahead of you. Humans are reminded everyday how fragile they are. You’ll have to compete with other humans, disease, and fate. They’re quite resilient in the mind that they still continue to wake and go about their day even with the odds against them. Especially the little ones.” She remarked, kicking at a stone absently. “You have a lot of work ahead of you.”