Post by Steele on Feb 19, 2012 21:18:17 GMT -5
Steele (werewolf form) ran into the forest back towards his camp. His thoughts still repeating what Namari had said.
Ranulf and Balius made it back to the camp. Steele however didn't.
He stood up on two paws breathing heavily. All his anger, all things that had been suppressed when he was with Namari seemed to just flood back to him.
Namari and he broke-up but it was more than that to Steele. Sure they went for a brief moment without seeing each other, but it was the time they had together that kept Steele from being like Balius. The times when Namari was at the hospital when Steele nearly died...twice. The time when Steele lived with her and Benny and Peter. They were practically a family, they had their moments when Namari just wanted to strangle him for his stubbornness, but those were the moments Steele loved. More than being with his pack.
Namari was the only one he ever loved in his life. She was the only one who made him feel like he wasn't alone or a waste.
And now she was his enemy and no longer loved him back.
Steele grabbed his head feeling a massive migraine. His mind trying to turn feral to escape the extreme depression. Tears fell from his face, he was growling in anger but at the same time was crying. One wouldn't be able to tell which of the two were greater.
He felt disgusted with himself, how could he have been so stupid? On top of that he lost the battle and was now probably going to be on a Bounty list in Avaleur. Even if he begged Namari for forgiveness the people would HATE her guts for favoring someone who tried to attack Avaleur and killed some guards.
It was over between them. There was absolutely no way it would ever work out.
"Damnit!" He yelled to the sky but in this form it came out as a roar. Was this all he was meant for in life? To be alone and hated!?
He leaned against a tree and slowly slid down to a sit. Tears still streaming from his yellow eyes.
Ranulf and Balius made it back to the camp. Steele however didn't.
He stood up on two paws breathing heavily. All his anger, all things that had been suppressed when he was with Namari seemed to just flood back to him.
Namari and he broke-up but it was more than that to Steele. Sure they went for a brief moment without seeing each other, but it was the time they had together that kept Steele from being like Balius. The times when Namari was at the hospital when Steele nearly died...twice. The time when Steele lived with her and Benny and Peter. They were practically a family, they had their moments when Namari just wanted to strangle him for his stubbornness, but those were the moments Steele loved. More than being with his pack.
Namari was the only one he ever loved in his life. She was the only one who made him feel like he wasn't alone or a waste.
And now she was his enemy and no longer loved him back.
Steele grabbed his head feeling a massive migraine. His mind trying to turn feral to escape the extreme depression. Tears fell from his face, he was growling in anger but at the same time was crying. One wouldn't be able to tell which of the two were greater.
He felt disgusted with himself, how could he have been so stupid? On top of that he lost the battle and was now probably going to be on a Bounty list in Avaleur. Even if he begged Namari for forgiveness the people would HATE her guts for favoring someone who tried to attack Avaleur and killed some guards.
It was over between them. There was absolutely no way it would ever work out.
"Damnit!" He yelled to the sky but in this form it came out as a roar. Was this all he was meant for in life? To be alone and hated!?
He leaned against a tree and slowly slid down to a sit. Tears still streaming from his yellow eyes.