Post by Deleted on Feb 4, 2013 20:28:28 GMT -5
walking down familiar alleyways, reflections of the flames dance on the walls, there is something ahead and he must discover what, dark streets grow brighter, flames lick out of broken windows, two beautiful women are sobbing on the ground as they hold eachother, stretching out delicate hands, familiar faces entreating his help. sister. mother. the sound of their grief dims but never fully fades when he passes them by. corpses start littering the cobblestones, discarded dolls. a guard sits on a crate off to one side whittling a stake, it is his da as he used to be, micah makes a circle with his thumb and forefinger then points. cori looms over a gurney, he carves a 'y' incision then shoves both hands inside the still struggling body. his blood soaked angel is here too, ver pulls a man close in a lover's embrace and shreds the throat with her teeth. a fresh red wave runs down her dress and she smiles sweetly. his da grabs him by the shoulders and says he must choose. julien asks what he means. they are transported, father and son standing on a stage, a faceless crowd watch and wait. his mentor and his best friend are crouched with their necks stretched across chopping blocks. micah hands julien the axe
And Jule wakes, violently scrambling out of bed to splash cold water on his face. The dream refuses to leave him. Quickly dressed, now he's silent moving down the hall past Ver and Cori's rooms. Cold night air isn't enough to calm him, so he runs circles around their new home place. The exercise is pointless, after lap twenty four he falls to the ground and twists his fingers into his hair. A choice between Coriander and Veranda? Impossible. Jules had tried very hard to numb himself, to ignore emotion and use only cool logic, but Coriander couldn't teach the boy to be a sociopath. Every time Veranda was abused, rage and remorse drove Julien to commit the most viscous of his crimes. To have a chance of fighting off the next assault, she asked for the dark gift and he couldn't refuse. She seemed to be handling it okay enough, considering how screwed up her first night had gone and his ineptitude at being a maker. He needed to know how she felt, what she was thinking, there was an unspoken strangeness between them now and it ate at him. The strain came from his broken promise to protect her, the way she made him promise to never leave her alone again and everything becoming vampire had changed about her. The fluidity of her movements, new strength, speed, her flawless pale skin, glossy fingernails, her eyes intensified: cute before, intimidatingly beautiful now.
Coriander's sudden appearance the day after the fiasco seemed at first a godsend, if anyone would know what to do it would be the boogey king himself. Julien knew the logistics of the change, but, like every teenage parent, he rushed in and after it was done he didn't have a clue what to do. After Veranda killed every human male, from the market to the pub, who walked the streets at three in the morning, Julien expected a mob complete with torches and pickaxes. He couldn't express his gratitude of Cor's return and the mess he made quick enough, every falling leaf in the woods spiked his nervous energy further. The babble was silenced when Cori told them to quickly pack, they were leaving that night. The tone of Coriander's voice was always flat, free of emotion, but after seven years as apprentice Julien realized that he'd made an error. Incapable of anger, Jule wondered how the other made decisions and never have displeased his teacher before, worried what the reaction would be. Apologizing would be pointless, also dishonest because it meant regretting what was done not the consequences that resulted. The trip had been uncomfortable, Jule so wanted everything to magically be as it was before. He wanted to prove to Cor that he hadn't made a mistake in choosing his pupil. He wanted to be able to talk to Ver the easy way he used to without feeling like a guilty, nervous, inept, clueless wreck and without daydreaming about kissing her lips. He wanted the two to like each other, for Cori to see the potential in her, for Veranda to respect the elder and appreciate everything he was willing to do. Shaking his head the boy headed back inside.
And Jule wakes, violently scrambling out of bed to splash cold water on his face. The dream refuses to leave him. Quickly dressed, now he's silent moving down the hall past Ver and Cori's rooms. Cold night air isn't enough to calm him, so he runs circles around their new home place. The exercise is pointless, after lap twenty four he falls to the ground and twists his fingers into his hair. A choice between Coriander and Veranda? Impossible. Jules had tried very hard to numb himself, to ignore emotion and use only cool logic, but Coriander couldn't teach the boy to be a sociopath. Every time Veranda was abused, rage and remorse drove Julien to commit the most viscous of his crimes. To have a chance of fighting off the next assault, she asked for the dark gift and he couldn't refuse. She seemed to be handling it okay enough, considering how screwed up her first night had gone and his ineptitude at being a maker. He needed to know how she felt, what she was thinking, there was an unspoken strangeness between them now and it ate at him. The strain came from his broken promise to protect her, the way she made him promise to never leave her alone again and everything becoming vampire had changed about her. The fluidity of her movements, new strength, speed, her flawless pale skin, glossy fingernails, her eyes intensified: cute before, intimidatingly beautiful now.
Coriander's sudden appearance the day after the fiasco seemed at first a godsend, if anyone would know what to do it would be the boogey king himself. Julien knew the logistics of the change, but, like every teenage parent, he rushed in and after it was done he didn't have a clue what to do. After Veranda killed every human male, from the market to the pub, who walked the streets at three in the morning, Julien expected a mob complete with torches and pickaxes. He couldn't express his gratitude of Cor's return and the mess he made quick enough, every falling leaf in the woods spiked his nervous energy further. The babble was silenced when Cori told them to quickly pack, they were leaving that night. The tone of Coriander's voice was always flat, free of emotion, but after seven years as apprentice Julien realized that he'd made an error. Incapable of anger, Jule wondered how the other made decisions and never have displeased his teacher before, worried what the reaction would be. Apologizing would be pointless, also dishonest because it meant regretting what was done not the consequences that resulted. The trip had been uncomfortable, Jule so wanted everything to magically be as it was before. He wanted to prove to Cor that he hadn't made a mistake in choosing his pupil. He wanted to be able to talk to Ver the easy way he used to without feeling like a guilty, nervous, inept, clueless wreck and without daydreaming about kissing her lips. He wanted the two to like each other, for Cori to see the potential in her, for Veranda to respect the elder and appreciate everything he was willing to do. Shaking his head the boy headed back inside.